| Location | Scotland |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 23/07/2007 |
| Date of Death | 23/07/2007 |
| Visitors | 3,401 since 08/01/2008 |
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MY STORY 8th Jan 2008
ELAINE (LIAMS MUMMY)
WE HAD BEEN TRYING FOR A BABY FOR A FEW MONTHS AND WHEN WE FOUND OUT THAT I WAS EXPECTING IT WAS THE
HAPPIEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE! I WAS SOOO EXCITED! THE PREGNANCY WENT REALLY WELL NO PROBLEMS AT ALL
AND I WATCHED IN AMAZEMENT AS I GREW BIGGER AND BIGGER! WELL ON THE 12TH OF APRIL 07 AT EXACTLY 10AM
WE FOUND OUT WE WHERE EXPECTING A BABY BOY! I WAS OVER THE MOON AND THE NEXT DAY I RUSHED OUT TO BUY
MY FIRST BLUE ITEM OF CLOTHING!WE BEGAN TO GET HIS ROOM READY AND WE HAD DECIDED ON WINNIE THE POOH!
EVERYTHING WAS WINNIE THE POOH! MY DATE GREW CLOSER AND CLOSER AND I GOT MY BAG PACKED ALL READY TO
GO. THEN ON THE 22ND OF JULY 07 I BEGAN TO GET TWINGES, BABY WAS COMING!I WAS ONLY 36 WEEKS, BABY
WAS COMING EARLY! I BEGAN TO GET CONTRACTIONS AND AFTER AN HOUR OR SO MY WATERS BROKE OR WHAT I
THOUGHT WAS MY WATERS THEN WHEN I LOOKED DOWN I NOTICED I WAS BLEEDING. THAT WAS THE MOMENT I
REALISED MY BABY BOY WAS IN DANGER!
WE CALLED AN AMBULANCE STRAIGHT AWAY AND WHEN THEY GOT TO THE HOUSE MY CONTRACTIONS HAD SLOWED RIGHT
DOWN.WE BEGAN TO PANIC. WE GOT TO THE HOSPITAL AROUND 1230 AND I WAS TAKEN STRAIGHT TO AN
EXAMINATION ROOM AND THATS WHEN THE DOCTOR CAME IN AND SCANNED MY TUMMY. I COULD SEE MY BABY BOY
WASNT MOVING AND BEGAN TO CRY THEN THE WORDS ID DREADED BECAME REAL \'IM SORRY BUT UR BABY HAS
DIED.\'
THATS WHEN THE WORLD CAME CRASHING DOWN AROUND ME!
MUCH OF THE TIME AFTER THAT WAS A BLUR AND I WAS TAKEN TO THE DELIVERY SUITE. BY THIS POINT I HAD MY
FAMILY AROUND ME AND MY LABOUR BEGAN. I WAS CRUSHED BUT WITH THE SUPPORT OF MY LOVING FIANCE AN MY
PARENTS I GAVE BIRTH TO MY BEAUTIFUL,PERFECT BABY BOY LIAM AT 0845 ON MONDAY THE 23RD OF JULY NOT
SCREAMING NOT SQUIRMING BUT ASLEEP.
HE WAS PERFECT IN EVERY WAY.HIS TINY LITTLE HANDS AND FEET AND BEAUTIFUL DARK BROWN HAIR. ID HAD A
PLACENTAL ABRUPTION AND POOR LIAMS OXYGEN HAD BEEN CUT.
LATER ON THE CHAPLIN CAME AND BLESSED OUR BUBA, OUR WEE LIAM ROBERT ANDREW BROWN. WE SPENT LOTS OF
TIME HUGING, KISSING, TALKING AND TAKING PICTURES WITH OUR WEE MAN. IM SO THANKFUL FOR THE MEMORIES
WE HAVE OF OUR BEAUTIFUL BABY AND THE TIME WE HAD TOGETHER BUT COULDNT IT JUST HAVE BEEN FOREVER!
WE LEFT THE HOSPITAL ON TUESDAY THE 24TH OF
OF JULY WITHOUT LIAM. IT WASNT SUPPOSED TO BE THAT WAY BUT THATS THE WAY IT WAS.
WE HAD LIAM CREMATED ON THE 1ST OF AUGUST, THE DAY WE SAID GOODBYE. LATER ON IN THE YEAR ON THE 29TH
OF OCTOBER WE TOOK LIAM TO A BEAUTIFUL WATER FALL OUTSIDE FORT WILLIAM AND SCATERED HIS ASHES. MY
BABY BOYS BEEN LAID TO REST!
SO THATS MY STORY ITS NOW NEARLY 1 YEAR ON AND WE PLAN TO HAVE A BIG SPECIAL DAY FOR HIS BIRTHDAY,
ONLY WISH IT WAS TOYS WE WHERE BUYING HIM TO PLAY WITH NOT BALLOONS TO SEND UP TO HEAVEN! THE PAINS
STILL NOT GETTING EASIER AND I MISS LIAM MORE THAN EVER BUT HES HERE IN MY HEART AND IN MY MEMORY,
WHERE HE WILL ALWAYS BE!
ELAINE
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Xx Pass this on to all your friends xX
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE
THAT HAS TAKEN THE TIME
TO LIGHT A CANDLE OR TRIBUTE
FOR MY VERY PRECIOUS SON
CHRISTOPHER THAT I
LOVE AND MISS SO MUCH
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
angels
xX Please pass this on to remember our little ones Xx
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Take a moment of your day
To maybe sit and in your mind
Think of all the precious babies
Yours, theirs and mine
Those whose short lives were over
Before they had really ever begun
Those precious little bundles
Who have made us all a Mum
Their tiny lives have touched us all
And what I want to say
They have brought us all together
Each and every day
The babies whose beautiful faces
In our minds forever will be
Whose names are etched within our hearts
For anyone, the whole world to see
The babies who touched our lives
Who we think of through our tears
I hope in time we will be able to smile
When we remember them through the years
So this week while we remember
All our babies who had to go
We shall show the world we are united
And how we love and miss them so
Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug*
You are my friend...And i hope u know thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u.
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I MET YOU AS A STRANGER
I TOOK U AS A FRIEND.
I HOPE WE MEET IN HEAVEN WHERE FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS LOVE ALWAYS sammie xxxxx
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Angela (Christopher-John Rowe) Mum
Hang in there
I was really touched by your story. I will be thinking of you on Liam's anniversary. I hope that you will feel Liam's sweet, peaceful presence comforting you in your grief. He will always be with you, even though he may feel far away.
If you continue to be sad, it's only because you are such a devoted mother to your son, just like all moms should be. I hope that people around you understand that your sadness is your expression of your continuing love and devotion to your son. Any mother knows that those are feelings that never go away, no matter how much time passes. There is no 'getting over', but I hope you find some moments of comfort.
Footprints.
These are my tiny footprints, so perfect and so small.
These tiny footprints, never touched the ground at all.
Not one tiny footprint, for now I have my wings.
These tiny footprints were meant for other things.
You will hear my tiny footprints, in the patter of the rain.
Gentle drops like angel tears, of joy and not from pain.
You will see my tiny footprints, in each butterfly's lazy dance.
I'll let you know I'm with you, if you give me just a chance.
You will see my tiny footprints, in the rustle of the leaves.
I will whisper names into the wind, and call each one that grieves.
Most of all, these tiny footprints, are found in Mummy's heart
Because even though I'm gone now, we'll never truly part.'
Rest in Peace Liam Robert Andrew Brown xxx
Little Star
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are.
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!
When the blazing sun is gone,
When he nothing shines upon,
Then you show your little light,
Twinkle, twinkle, all the night.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!
Then your mummy in the dark
Thanks you for your tiny spark;
She could not see which way to go,
If you did not twinkle so.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!
Mummys little star-Liam x x x x
Hello liams mummy,
what a lovely tribute to a gourgoues little boy. i bet he is so pround of you making his page so gr8. your stroy really touched me, no matter how many i read the ones that are filled with love make me cry. i lost my little girl about 8months ago i think your right it dont get easyer like people say & you dont stop missing them. i just find peace from this site & always talking about her, always thinking of her & take every day has it comes. take care xxx
my thoughts are with you!
Happy Easter Liam.
If Our Children Were Easter Eggs
If our children were Easter eggs
Hidden safely in the grass
We could search for them and pick them up
And hold them within our clasp
We'd have a heavenly Easter egg hunt
All with baskets in our hands
Searching with a broken heart
Only WE can understand
'Oh look I've found your child over here'
Hey did anyone find mine ?
They are all so beautifully coloured
As they sparkle and shine
These aren't your usual Easter eggs
They each have thier own special glow
That comes from way down deep within
Only a grieving parent would know
We gather up our special eggs
With excitement all around
For the gifts that we have been given
For the treasures we have found
We all stare with wonderment
At our children that have died
We want to hold them once again
And release them from inside
But we all begin to realize
We have to crack their beautiful shell
The one that makes them sparkle and glow
The one they have earned so well
We know we can't destroy thier beauty
And take them from their place
So we give them an understanding kiss
As a tear runs down our face
One by one we take our baskets
With our beautiful coloured eggs
And place them gently in the grass
As we turn and walk away
We look back in amazement
As our eggs begin to sing
We see them flutter and move about
'Look our eggs all now have wings'
Then the Golden egg begins to speak ....
'Your children are safe with me
You'll be with them when the time is right
Together for eternity'
We stand there in a circle of love
As we look up to the sky
Watching our radiant eggs take flight
Knowing our children didn't die
Happy Easter Liam x
His Journey
Don't think of him as gone away
His journey's just begun,
Life hold so many facets
This earth is only one.
Just think of him as resting
From all sorrows and all tears,
In a place of warmth and comfort
Where there are no days or years.
Think how he must be wishing
That we could know today,
How nothing but our sadness
Can really pass away.
And think of him as living
In the hearts of those he touched,
For nothing loved is ever lost
And he was loved so much.
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