| Location | Scotland |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 23/07/2007 |
| Date of Death | 23/07/2007 |
| Visitors | 3,400 since 08/01/2008 |
| Creator |
MY STORY 8th Jan 2008
ELAINE (LIAMS MUMMY)
WE HAD BEEN TRYING FOR A BABY FOR A FEW MONTHS AND WHEN WE FOUND OUT THAT I WAS EXPECTING IT WAS THE
HAPPIEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE! I WAS SOOO EXCITED! THE PREGNANCY WENT REALLY WELL NO PROBLEMS AT ALL
AND I WATCHED IN AMAZEMENT AS I GREW BIGGER AND BIGGER! WELL ON THE 12TH OF APRIL 07 AT EXACTLY 10AM
WE FOUND OUT WE WHERE EXPECTING A BABY BOY! I WAS OVER THE MOON AND THE NEXT DAY I RUSHED OUT TO BUY
MY FIRST BLUE ITEM OF CLOTHING!WE BEGAN TO GET HIS ROOM READY AND WE HAD DECIDED ON WINNIE THE POOH!
EVERYTHING WAS WINNIE THE POOH! MY DATE GREW CLOSER AND CLOSER AND I GOT MY BAG PACKED ALL READY TO
GO. THEN ON THE 22ND OF JULY 07 I BEGAN TO GET TWINGES, BABY WAS COMING!I WAS ONLY 36 WEEKS, BABY
WAS COMING EARLY! I BEGAN TO GET CONTRACTIONS AND AFTER AN HOUR OR SO MY WATERS BROKE OR WHAT I
THOUGHT WAS MY WATERS THEN WHEN I LOOKED DOWN I NOTICED I WAS BLEEDING. THAT WAS THE MOMENT I
REALISED MY BABY BOY WAS IN DANGER!
WE CALLED AN AMBULANCE STRAIGHT AWAY AND WHEN THEY GOT TO THE HOUSE MY CONTRACTIONS HAD SLOWED RIGHT
DOWN.WE BEGAN TO PANIC. WE GOT TO THE HOSPITAL AROUND 1230 AND I WAS TAKEN STRAIGHT TO AN
EXAMINATION ROOM AND THATS WHEN THE DOCTOR CAME IN AND SCANNED MY TUMMY. I COULD SEE MY BABY BOY
WASNT MOVING AND BEGAN TO CRY THEN THE WORDS ID DREADED BECAME REAL \'IM SORRY BUT UR BABY HAS
DIED.\'
THATS WHEN THE WORLD CAME CRASHING DOWN AROUND ME!
MUCH OF THE TIME AFTER THAT WAS A BLUR AND I WAS TAKEN TO THE DELIVERY SUITE. BY THIS POINT I HAD MY
FAMILY AROUND ME AND MY LABOUR BEGAN. I WAS CRUSHED BUT WITH THE SUPPORT OF MY LOVING FIANCE AN MY
PARENTS I GAVE BIRTH TO MY BEAUTIFUL,PERFECT BABY BOY LIAM AT 0845 ON MONDAY THE 23RD OF JULY NOT
SCREAMING NOT SQUIRMING BUT ASLEEP.
HE WAS PERFECT IN EVERY WAY.HIS TINY LITTLE HANDS AND FEET AND BEAUTIFUL DARK BROWN HAIR. ID HAD A
PLACENTAL ABRUPTION AND POOR LIAMS OXYGEN HAD BEEN CUT.
LATER ON THE CHAPLIN CAME AND BLESSED OUR BUBA, OUR WEE LIAM ROBERT ANDREW BROWN. WE SPENT LOTS OF
TIME HUGING, KISSING, TALKING AND TAKING PICTURES WITH OUR WEE MAN. IM SO THANKFUL FOR THE MEMORIES
WE HAVE OF OUR BEAUTIFUL BABY AND THE TIME WE HAD TOGETHER BUT COULDNT IT JUST HAVE BEEN FOREVER!
WE LEFT THE HOSPITAL ON TUESDAY THE 24TH OF
OF JULY WITHOUT LIAM. IT WASNT SUPPOSED TO BE THAT WAY BUT THATS THE WAY IT WAS.
WE HAD LIAM CREMATED ON THE 1ST OF AUGUST, THE DAY WE SAID GOODBYE. LATER ON IN THE YEAR ON THE 29TH
OF OCTOBER WE TOOK LIAM TO A BEAUTIFUL WATER FALL OUTSIDE FORT WILLIAM AND SCATERED HIS ASHES. MY
BABY BOYS BEEN LAID TO REST!
SO THATS MY STORY ITS NOW NEARLY 1 YEAR ON AND WE PLAN TO HAVE A BIG SPECIAL DAY FOR HIS BIRTHDAY,
ONLY WISH IT WAS TOYS WE WHERE BUYING HIM TO PLAY WITH NOT BALLOONS TO SEND UP TO HEAVEN! THE PAINS
STILL NOT GETTING EASIER AND I MISS LIAM MORE THAN EVER BUT HES HERE IN MY HEART AND IN MY MEMORY,
WHERE HE WILL ALWAYS BE!
ELAINE
REST IN PEACE DARLING
Goodnight god bless Liam
such a lovely site created by your lovely mummy!
make sure you shine over her forever!
elaine this is a lovely fitting tribute for your baby angel, taken far too soon
remember some people only see angels in stories you have actually held on in your arms
love forever
Emma
xxx
goodnight
I cant reach out to comfort you or hold
your tiny hand, the precious dreams i
held cant be fulfilled the way i planned.
Sometimes i say a little prayer in hope
perhaps i might have one last chance
to tuck you in before i say goodnight.
To much i would have shared with you
but as we had to part theres just an
empty silence ehoes in my broken heart.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Happy Mothers Day Mummy.
I'd loved my child right from the start;
a feeling that filled my entire heart.
I went through the labor and suffered the pain,
for many long hours, but with nothing to gain.
I've spent sleepless nights, being awake,
shed so many tears I have none left, but somehow
from somewhere, I find some strength.
I've sat and I've wondered how he would grow,
the love of his mummy and daddy that he'd never know.
The sound of his voice, as he learns to talk,
watching his steps, as he tries to walk.
We have a child, that we love so much,
yet I am a mummy, little few know.
I'd spent nine and half months, feeling him grow,
I've lived through it all but have nothing to show.
I don't get invited to chat with young mothers,
because I don't have a baby with me like the others.
I've got some stretch marks, that I'd like to hide,
but I don't have a pram with a baby inside.
The people I've known for so many years
don’t really know me now, which adds to my tears.
I don't know how long, I'll feel like this,
but one thing for sure, I miss my son.
When Mother's day comes it will be hard to bear,
I won’t have flowers or perhaps a card.
I hope, I have a sign from heaven above, which will make
Mothering Sunday, a happier one.
hi, i thought you might like this poem xxxx
In a baby castle, just beyond our eyes,
Our baby’s play with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are we, to wish that you had known this world of strife?
Now, play on, Liam you have eternal life.
At night, when all is silent and sleep forsakes our eyes
We’ll hear your tiny footsteps come running to our side.
Your little hands caress us, so tenderly and sweet
We’ll breathe a prayer and close our eyes
And embrace you in our sleep.
Feelings we will treasure,
Sometimes they’ll make us sad,
Because, little Baby’s
We re still your Mum and Dad.
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